Can you hear me now?

You always tell me you hear me
But do you really
I may not say anything
At least not verbally
But internally
My heart is screaming
Yearning, wanting, pleading...
Please stay, don't go
I need your presence, just a moment more
Nothing else matters
No one else is a factor
All I see is you
I just wish you really knew
Even if I could verbalize
I wonder if you'd realize
That what I say is real
And maybe, the same way, you'd feel
I always say for you I'd travel
Don't need maps, I follow the direction of your heart
but I can not begin my journey
I'm lost and don't know where to start
I wish I could say I hear you
But you seem so far
Your silence is so loud
It makes it difficult to hear your heart
I'm trying to be patient
but my heart can't take the pain
of trying to occupy the vacancy
that clearly bears your name... Nothing else matters, but You!

Okay, that's the end for now I could go on and on but I should really be listening to the lecture in class.